It been a long time since i last update my blog...
Well something happened to me on friday nite when i reach home... My brother and his friends were playing majong at living room and i went to bath as usual... When i go to keep my hanging clothes at the kitchen area, my brother suddenly called me to bring my grandma to the bedroom. i told him that why can't he asked my grandma to go by herself? i overheard the talking between him and my grandma and was upset about my brother's voice towards my grandma... i took my clothes and went to the bedroom and slam the door behind me.. my brother suddenly rush to the bedroom and said if i am not happy about him and i replied that i don't like the attiudue about him and even said that he can just bring my grandma to the room... he replied that why must i keep the clothes nw but not later and i said that i want to go to bed already and he just scolded me like that... what sort of brother i have? my mum left me with my grandma, my grandpa and worst still my brother... i thought that my brother will be understanding since he went into NS and morever he is 21 year old!!! I just keep crying and crying and keep blaming my mum why she have to leave me with all this trouble!!!! sometime i feel that life is meaningless to me and i keep quiet the whole nite... my brother keep talking and talking and i never listen as i am crying.. my heart feel the pain in me and i wanted to call Alvin... but i don't want to disturb him as he is sick...
Why can't my brother be more understanding as i have to support the house and myself too... although that my grandma gave me money each month, the money will be used for the house bill and household and even food... He keep saying that he understand but do he really understand? if he understands, then why he still bring friends to overnite and even stay up late for a round of majong... i really don't understand him...
So Darling, please hold my hands tightly, help me to overcome and fight anything that comes in my way!!!
Loving You Always, My Love....
caught a falling star @ 7:40 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Today was another day at work but i am feeling moody... Know what.... My boss asked me to work this coming friday... They like to tell me last min changes and i hate IT when that happens... Why can't they just look for someone else to do the job.... I just don't get it.... Friday was the day where i can be with my darling the whole day... Why they have to spoilt my mood.... HAiz.... All i want is a fixed day off so that i can see my darling.... Why they have to do this to me.... I hate My managers in mac KAP... They are treating crews like this including me... I told myself that before i start my new sch. term for third year, i will resign from MacDonald's no matter what....
So Darling, please give me yr support, hold my hand and walk down the road with me no matter how tough the road is.... Loving You Always....
caught a falling star @ 7:48 AM
Monday, September 18, 2006
First of all.... let me thank Darren for his wonderful guide on the blog.... and not forgetting my beloved darling for his support..... Today marks the first blog that i write so here goes nothing...
Well, today was same as yesterday.... Waking up still feeling tired.... But still have to work... Haiz... Working at 10am... sms darling in the morning as too tired last nite... Lucky today customers isn't too many... when the clock stuck 6pm, i run to punch OUT!!! Ya.... waiting for the time to go hm... stay in the resturant for a while and slowly walk to the bus stop... The bus is very Slow as i wait for 20mins!!! oh my.... sms darling in the bus and found out that he got a cut across his three fingers.... At that time, i am worried... i began to panic and wanted to see him so much... My heart feel the pain and i am quite shocked to hear it... But he sms me that he's fine and not to worry too much and will be fine in the next few days...
Darling, Hope that you will have a speedy recovery from yr wound.... Take Care and Miss You Always....
With Warmest Wishes,
caught a falling star @ 8:05 AM
NaMe:SeAh ChiU YeN
Eduction LeVeL: Dip in Electronics, Computer AnD Communications Engg.
ZoDiAc SiGn: SaGiTTaRiUs
DOB: 24th Nov'81
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